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Getting fine :)

Hello guys !! :D Udah lama nggak posting blog nih, gara2 modem error dan SAKIT HATI yang berkepanjangaan-__- kali ini aku menyatakan, ternyata rasa SAYANGku ke mas SCB itu udah berkuraaang :(  mungkin karena SAKIT yang udah dia bikin di hati saya, emm sebenernya ada beberapa penyebab sih. 1. Karena sakit yang udah dia bikin itu MASIH  AJA  MBEKAS di hati 2. Udah nggak kuat lagi nahan perasaan sakit ini karena udah terlalu SERING ketemu dia dan ORANG YANG DISUKAI scb, hmm SERUANG sama cewe yang disukai SCB SAKIT GUYS SAKIIIITTTTT--v 3. BACUT MANGKEL & LORO ATI BANGET NGET NGETTT(sama kayak no.1 yah-_____-) 4. Udah bosen nungguin :p 5. FOKUS UN  dong B) Hmm sekarang entri2 di belakang itu adalah kenangan dan masa lalu:D It was great, I can fall in love with you, altough you dont love me \m/ and my memories about you can not be erased from my mind and my heart :D intinya nih I'LL NEVER REGRET FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU :') sekarang udah nggak ada rasa dong :D (y)

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Maaf tadi temen"ku dari atas nyapa gini "mas ..........." pasti kamu malu banget ya mas, aku tau :( temen"ku emang gitu, suka macokke -__- I cant imagine how embarrassed you was.. I'm so sorry, all of member IXACI are already know that I love you :'( tapi tadi yang penting aku nggak ikut manggil.. aku ndelik og -_-

scbscbscb :')

SCB is Super Charismatic Boy :D He's on ninth grade now, same with me, but he's a regular student :') He's my prince, he's my dream boy, he's the one who I love. He was born on 1996, he loves drawing !! and his pic is pretty good :) Nice right ? :D Fall in love with SCB is an accident, at first I have a little crush with his friend (Zv), because we always in the same binpres (bina prestasi) room. I have a little crush with SCB's friend because he is tall, absolutely clever, religious, handsome too, if I compare my self with him, he's more beautiful than me anyway :D Almost perfect I think-__-

This is the way I fall in love on him~

On a day, but I forgot what day it is-__- when b.indonesia lesson, Bu Kasmini didn't gave a lesson, so it's free :D The first thing that I did at that time was asking Bu Kasmini that I wanted to borrow Zv's short story, Bu Kasmini allowed it ^^ but when I was searching for Zv short story, it can't be found. Dissapointed? No, because I just have a small crush of him.. when I was searching for m.easy short story, I found SCB's short story, and I borrowed SCB and short story :D I know who is SCB because my friend (riri) is ever sat in a same table with him, besides him ! Oh my, you can imagine how great it was !! but at that time, I didn't have a crush on SCB. After I red m.easy's short story, I red SCB's short story too, SCB's short story is romantic, but funny too, just laughing when red his short story :) from then I had a crush on him :') I told m.easy about my feeling for SCB. Day by day, every met him, I felt this crush ig gotta so big, I just wanted SCB knows my name and we being a friend, but I'm not brave enough for that, when I was try out in GO, I met Anastasia Meilinda, she encouraged me to be brave :)

After that, I revive that I have to catch SCB :') I tried to finf his account on facebook. I catch it ! Mm, first sentences that I send to him is "Ini mas *piip* kelas 9G ?" :) and then he answered "iya". You didn't know how I was happy at that time :')))))) then, every day, we got closer, and it was the greatest thing in my live. I had a big expectation on him, just hope that he had a same feeling with me. After 400 messages, he was avoiding me.. I sense that, and than I told m.easy about that.. m.easy told me that SCB didn't have a same feeling to me.. I cried at that time, why he didn't told me if he knew that I loved him ?? I sucked :( I cried, I feel disappointed.. And m.easy told me that SCB love someone else, and she's member of 9F.. IT WAS HURT BUT I TRY TO KEEP SMILING. But on Monday, when 9G class had an Physic lesson, they went to physic laboratory (it located very close from my class) I didn't care about him anymore, I just waiting in my class, did;'t look outside, but Nazareta was in outside, and told m.easy that I cried.. It's true, but it's too embarrassing if  someone else know about that. In the evening, SCB messages me, he apologizes if he can't understand about my feeling.. but this pain that SCB have made, cant disappear easyly..After he apologized to me, everything was change.. I tried to forget and clear my feeling slowly.. Mmm yesterday, we was chatting and it just like we had an 'amnesia' we forgot all that has happened and he was change :') I'm happy, we became a close friend, had an exciting chat with him  is enough for me:)
I LOVE YOU SCB, WHATEVER HAPPEN, I STILL LOVE YOU <3 I DONT CARE IF YOU LOVE HER, PLEASE COME TO ME, I'M NOTHING IF YOU COMPARE ME WITH HER, BUT I'M SURE THAT I'M THE BEST FOR YOU :')))))

this is about my feeling for SCB

to : SCB :*

Why you're so important for me ? :( I dont know exactly what happened to me, it just happen, yes.. just happen. I know, you love someone else right ? But I just try to defend my love for  you and I dont care what's going on. I know, i'm not enough strong to keep this feeling forever. I'm sure that fall in love with you is not a mistakes. Every second I pass, I revive that this feeling is gotta big and I'm sure that it's can make a super big pain if you dont have a same feeling with me.

Now, everyone know that I have a crush with you, actually it's not a crush anymore, but it's a big love:') I dont know why I can fall in love with you. It isn't because your face or other, it because I feel comfort, warm, and calm when I meet you. It's great right ? Yap. But I'm scared if someday, you avoiding me and walk away from me :( Please, dont ever go away from me, you're so important in my live. I dont care about your feeling to me anyway. Love me ? It's a miracle. Dont love me ? It's alright. I know you love *piip*. I know, she is much better thaaaaan me. She is clever, has an inner beauty, calm, beautiful, she is perfect :) it's too different than me right ? Knowing that you love someone else is hurt. It makes a tore in my heart, and it's deep. That's about my feeling SCB, hope you will know it someday. Hope you know that whatever your feeling to me, my feeling to you is fixed and never change, always love you. I was nothing, but I'm sure, I'm the best for you :')