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SCB is Super Charismatic Boy :D He's on ninth grade now, same with me, but he's a regular student :') He's my prince, he's my dream boy, he's the one who I love. He was born on 1996, he loves drawing !! and his pic is pretty good :) Nice right ? :D Fall in love with SCB is an accident, at first I have a little crush with his friend (Zv), because we always in the same binpres (bina prestasi) room. I have a little crush with SCB's friend because he is tall, absolutely clever, religious, handsome too, if I compare my self with him, he's more beautiful than me anyway :D Almost perfect I think-__-

This is the way I fall in love on him~

On a day, but I forgot what day it is-__- when b.indonesia lesson, Bu Kasmini didn't gave a lesson, so it's free :D The first thing that I did at that time was asking Bu Kasmini that I wanted to borrow Zv's short story, Bu Kasmini allowed it ^^ but when I was searching for Zv short story, it can't be found. Dissapointed? No, because I just have a small crush of him.. when I was searching for m.easy short story, I found SCB's short story, and I borrowed SCB and short story :D I know who is SCB because my friend (riri) is ever sat in a same table with him, besides him ! Oh my, you can imagine how great it was !! but at that time, I didn't have a crush on SCB. After I red m.easy's short story, I red SCB's short story too, SCB's short story is romantic, but funny too, just laughing when red his short story :) from then I had a crush on him :') I told m.easy about my feeling for SCB. Day by day, every met him, I felt this crush ig gotta so big, I just wanted SCB knows my name and we being a friend, but I'm not brave enough for that, when I was try out in GO, I met Anastasia Meilinda, she encouraged me to be brave :)

After that, I revive that I have to catch SCB :') I tried to finf his account on facebook. I catch it ! Mm, first sentences that I send to him is "Ini mas *piip* kelas 9G ?" :) and then he answered "iya". You didn't know how I was happy at that time :')))))) then, every day, we got closer, and it was the greatest thing in my live. I had a big expectation on him, just hope that he had a same feeling with me. After 400 messages, he was avoiding me.. I sense that, and than I told m.easy about that.. m.easy told me that SCB didn't have a same feeling to me.. I cried at that time, why he didn't told me if he knew that I loved him ?? I sucked :( I cried, I feel disappointed.. And m.easy told me that SCB love someone else, and she's member of 9F.. IT WAS HURT BUT I TRY TO KEEP SMILING. But on Monday, when 9G class had an Physic lesson, they went to physic laboratory (it located very close from my class) I didn't care about him anymore, I just waiting in my class, did;'t look outside, but Nazareta was in outside, and told m.easy that I cried.. It's true, but it's too embarrassing if  someone else know about that. In the evening, SCB messages me, he apologizes if he can't understand about my feeling.. but this pain that SCB have made, cant disappear easyly..After he apologized to me, everything was change.. I tried to forget and clear my feeling slowly.. Mmm yesterday, we was chatting and it just like we had an 'amnesia' we forgot all that has happened and he was change :') I'm happy, we became a close friend, had an exciting chat with him  is enough for me:)
I LOVE YOU SCB, WHATEVER HAPPEN, I STILL LOVE YOU <3 I DONT CARE IF YOU LOVE HER, PLEASE COME TO ME, I'M NOTHING IF YOU COMPARE ME WITH HER, BUT I'M SURE THAT I'M THE BEST FOR YOU :')))))