this is about my feeling for SCB

to : SCB :*

Why you're so important for me ? :( I dont know exactly what happened to me, it just happen, yes.. just happen. I know, you love someone else right ? But I just try to defend my love for  you and I dont care what's going on. I know, i'm not enough strong to keep this feeling forever. I'm sure that fall in love with you is not a mistakes. Every second I pass, I revive that this feeling is gotta big and I'm sure that it's can make a super big pain if you dont have a same feeling with me.

Now, everyone know that I have a crush with you, actually it's not a crush anymore, but it's a big love:') I dont know why I can fall in love with you. It isn't because your face or other, it because I feel comfort, warm, and calm when I meet you. It's great right ? Yap. But I'm scared if someday, you avoiding me and walk away from me :( Please, dont ever go away from me, you're so important in my live. I dont care about your feeling to me anyway. Love me ? It's a miracle. Dont love me ? It's alright. I know you love *piip*. I know, she is much better thaaaaan me. She is clever, has an inner beauty, calm, beautiful, she is perfect :) it's too different than me right ? Knowing that you love someone else is hurt. It makes a tore in my heart, and it's deep. That's about my feeling SCB, hope you will know it someday. Hope you know that whatever your feeling to me, my feeling to you is fixed and never change, always love you. I was nothing, but I'm sure, I'm the best for you :')